'm in no way confident, and I hate it. I'm loud with people who I know (very loud,) but when it comes to new environments, I'm so shy and it's really annoying. I wish I could be the person who can just walk up to someone else and say 'hi' but I just can't.
The thing which is holding me back is my thoughts. My mind just keeps on asking me questions:
What will they think of me?
Is ny outfit nice?
Did I remember to do my hair nicely?
These are all these questions which I know shouldn't matter but to me they always do. The real problem is because of my low self-esteem.
Self-Esteem - Confidence in one's worth or abilities.
I hate the fact that I gave little self-esteem. I wish that I could go out and where something bold, bright and different without wondering weither people will like my outfit or not. I wish I could go to school feeling completely confident about me and my face without thinking if I'll look like all the other pretty girls there.
I wish I had a higher self-esteem.
I wish I had more confidence I myself.
As I’ve said before I LOVE beauty! I’ve been beauty obsessed for a while but only in the past year have I really grown a proper knowledge for the subject. I’ve got much in my collection though because I’m literally always buying things even if its things like a new magazine or just everyday essentials mini’s from The Body Shop. So then next thing you know I’ve blown all my money and after like a few days my balance is like down to £0.00. Which is really annoying but to be honest that’s life.
Anyway… the last post I did the beauty tag but because as you can tell I ramble on quite a bit, I decided that I’d split it into to posts. If you haven’t read it then you can click the link here.
I… love… beauty!
I started to get into beauty a few years ago but back then I was like a complete beginner and I only got into beauty because of my love for YouTube. But, at that point I was quite young so I didn’t have much money and therefore I couldn’t try out many products.
I’ve only recently properly got into it through reading and watching more blogs and YouTube Channels. I was always a girly girl and loves all thinks pink and beauty related but it’s only recently when I started to get a very good understanding of all things beauty. Sooooo, I thought I’d do a beauty tag. I wasn’t actually tagged to do this but I just found these online. If you search it up then I’m sure you can just find some questions. Also quickly before I start, I’m not actually allowed to wear makeup but I’m just doing it as if I was. And another thing, last week I uploaded a Collaboration with GingerSnapHattie on my and her blog. Because we did a guest post collaboration my post is on her blog and if you would like to see my post then click this link here, and if you want to read Hattie’s post then click the link here.
Anyway… let’s get onto the post!
GingerSnapHattie here, I'm taking over Simplly Me's page today to bring you a little makeup look! We have decided to collaborate to bring you guys a full autumn look that'll send shivers down your spine. For those of you who don't know me I'm a beauty, books and general lifestyle blogger from the UK. I love all things girly and feminine, especially curling up with a good book, some herbal tea and a little cat! Keep reading to see today's makeup look :-)
With Halloween arriving tomorrow, could there be a better time to perfect your autumn makeup? Autumn is generally associated with back to school and university vibes, so most of us are all about the minimal makeup looks. It's easier, looks stunning and keeps damage to your skin at a minimal level. Today I have collaborated with Simplly Me to create both a makeup look and a Autumn OOTD! To check out her gorgeous style guide head on over to my blog GingerSnapHattie.
Holiday Morning Routine
I’m one of those people who doesn’t sleep for long but, if I don’t get enough sleep then I can get really cranky. So as you can guess, it is not nice when you went to bed late because you were watching X Factor thinking ‘I can go to bed whenever I want cause it’s the holidays’!’ But what I always forget is my baby brother. Okay let me get this straight, I love my brother to bits but, when you get woken up in the middle of the morning because he’s crying, I’m not the happiest person in the world. Sooooo, to make those mornings slightly more bearable I do things which I enjoy and I find relaxing.